monday is the most big changes in my life
why i say so?
because i go to make surgery
i go make double eyes lip
actually at first i also not really want
but then all people also say my eyes look no semangat
so they advise me go make the eyes bigger
maybe i can more semangat
my mum say so
so i also make decision to change
i go there around 11
but 12 only is my turn
coz got many ppl
got one girls
quite pretty la
wearing a sunglass
becoz she also make already
she give us see the eye
pretty ler
3 month ady
so i also got abit confident le
when my turn
i go to the operation room
scary ler
so quite
the doctor is come from china somemore
they say china ppl make not good d ler
i super scare ady
then i sleep on the bed
she put some liquid on my eye
suddenly i feel abit palsy
then she ask me a weird question
"what kind of double eyes lip you want? natural or what?"
i was questioning myself
ofcoz natural la!! if not want ugly d mer!!
So i tell her
"ya i want natural"
then she call me see her eyes
"this one can?"
i looking at her eyes
herm
got different mer
then i say ok d
she start do
she want to inject the narcotic in my eyes lip
walau
i so scare
because i scare injection!!
in my expectation
really super duple triple pain!!!!
OMG!!
two side somemore!!
then my eyes start no feeling le
she needle my eyes lip
i cant feel anythings
just know she is touching me
and heard the sound of cutting
at that time
i talk to myself
last time i saw many news
say got ppl go surgery
then die
so i think
if i really like that die
then is fade
so i hope no one will cry for me
haha
the operation very fast
like 20 munites only
then i wake up
i feel my eyes so heavy
cant open
i go look at the mirror
OMG!!
my eyes so swollen
like the fly again
my eyes big until cant open
just like i eat the medicine
then sensitive
then become fly's eyes
but the doctor say will slowly recover within 10 days
so i also say ok lo
now holiday ma
but she say 3 month also become natural
walau!!!
i open class ady ler
then my skulmate sure laught me lo
OMG
die!!
after that
i every night also cant really sleep
because after the norcotic lost
the eyes start super pain
like got fire in the eyes
but i got medicine sensitive
cannot eat somemore
so i cant sleep well
haiz
the punishment for beauty
not sure is that beauty somemore
haiz
die lo
