double eyes lip

monday is the most big changes in my life

why i say so?

because i go to make surgery

i go make double eyes lip

actually at first i also not really want

but then all people also say my eyes look no semangat

so they advise me go make the eyes bigger

maybe i can more semangat

my mum say so

so i also make decision to change

i go there around 11

but 12 only is my turn

coz got many ppl

got one girls

quite pretty la

wearing a sunglass

becoz she also make already

she give us see the eye

pretty ler

3 month ady

so i also got abit confident le

when my turn

i go to the operation room

scary ler

so quite

the doctor is come from china somemore

they say china ppl make not good d ler

i super scare ady

then i sleep on the bed

she put some liquid on my eye

suddenly i feel abit palsy

then she ask me a weird question

"what kind of double eyes lip you want? natural or what?"

i was questioning myself

ofcoz natural la!! if not want ugly d mer!!

So i tell her

"ya i want natural"

then she call me see her eyes

"this one can?"

i looking at her eyes

herm

got different mer

then i say ok d

she start do

she want to inject the narcotic in my eyes lip

walau

i so scare

because i scare injection!!

in my expectation

really super duple triple pain!!!!

OMG!!

two side somemore!!

then my eyes start no feeling le

she needle my eyes lip

i cant feel anythings

just know she is touching me

and heard the sound of cutting

at that time

i talk to myself

last time i saw many news

say got ppl go surgery

then die

so i think

if i really like that die

then is fade

so i hope no one will cry for me

haha

the operation very fast

like 20 munites only

then i wake up

i feel my eyes so heavy

cant open

i go look at the mirror

OMG!!

my eyes so swollen

like the fly again

my eyes big until cant open

just like i eat the medicine

then sensitive

then become fly's eyes

but the doctor say will slowly recover within 10 days

so i also say ok lo

now holiday ma

but she say 3 month also become natural

walau!!!

i open class ady ler

then my skulmate sure laught me lo

OMG

die!!

after that

i every night also cant really sleep

because after the norcotic lost

the eyes start super pain

like got fire in the eyes

but i got medicine sensitive

cannot eat somemore

so i cant sleep well

haiz

the punishment for beauty

not sure is that beauty somemore

haiz

die lo