香港旅行第一天

12月2日

今天大概1点就从家里出发了

因为3点就要check in

哥哥说要在飞机起飞的前两个小时check in

以免全部人迟到影响飞机起飞时间

我和弟弟，哥哥，阿姨一辆车叔叔载

妈妈和爸爸一辆车爸爸的朋友载

我们一人一个行李

好像搬家一样

很夸张

机场外面

（我弟弟）

到了机场外面

我们等啊等

好久哦

才发现==

爸爸妈妈在另一个入口进去了

我们就进去找他们

之后我们要吃午餐

就到subway吃

我最讨厌吃subway

因为我讨厌吃大大快的面包

还要是挟着一堆生菜

好恶心

阳应该也是这样想的吧

嘻嘻

（弟弟吃东西的衰样）

吃完后

我们就坐地铁进去里面

在哪之前

我们要先scan passport

然后scan 姆子印

到飞机场里面找领队

他是一个比哥哥年轻一岁的男人

但很意外的

他居然是我的表舅！！！

而且还是妈妈第一次见面的表弟！！

原来是多年不见的亲戚

这个世界真是小阿

表弟的妈妈的妹妹也有来

是我的表姑婆

听起来好老

但是却是比妈妈年轻

真是尴尬

所以我都不叫他表舅

叫他们的名字

他叫thomas

表姑婆叫lily

我们把行李做了记号后

就放进机器里面跟行李挥手

然后等飞机

距离起飞时间还有很久

所以大家就逛逛

爸爸就一直赶我们

真的好啰嗦

怕我们走散了

不久我有点肚子饿

就买了一个donut吃

奉劝大家一句

可以的话

不要吃飞机场的食物

非常贵！！！

好不容易等到了

我们进去里面等

还要过一关

就是行李检查

把行李放进机器里面scan

然后我们也要过一个机器scan

我当然不可能中啦

进去后我们坐在中间一排

左边是头等

右边是商业

我们是经济

经济是最便宜的

然后是商业

然后是头等

真是难以想象

坐商业的人全部都是很粗鲁的男人

随便穿t shirt 短裤

讲话大大声

笑也是

我是不是有一点以貌取人了呢？？

终于进去飞机里面了

感觉很紧张

每次都看到很多空难发生

心想我的人生会不会只是到这里

进去后

我是坐在中间4个人的位置

我右边是弟弟

左边是一个陌生男人

好恐怖

我不断发掘新事物

原来飞机有得听音乐看电视的哦

每个人都有一个head phone和电视机

我开了音乐

然后看柯南

飞机终于起飞了

心不停的跳

不断的想

再见了宝贝老公

我真的觉得自己好像有快死的感觉==

之后在飞机里真的很无聊

戏不好看

书也看闷了

等啊等

等到了飞机餐

说真的

超超超难吃！！

饭热的很

菜却冷得很

总之就是吃了感觉很辛苦

（飞机餐）


好不容易挨到香港

已经是9点多了

听说香港会很冷

出来后发现

其实不是很冷罢了

弟弟一下飞机

很兴奋的跟我说

“姐！终于看到那些牌子上面只写“英文”和“华语”了！”

哈哈

我也蛮开心的

身边的人都在说广东话

阳在这里的话就辛苦了

哈哈

赶快的

我们去拿我们的行李

然后见导游

是一个女人

她带我们上巴士

走路真的很快

香港人都是那样的

上了巴士后

她就立刻自我介绍

她叫yoyo

接下来的日子都是她带

然后她就问我们关系

她说我们长得很像

一定有什么关系

哈哈

她看到爸妈就说他们一定是睡在一张床的

真是可爱的形容词

很累的我们立刻被她一连串的笑话弄得很精神

她还说

我们马来西亚的广东话很托的

不要“啦”~~~~~

好不好“jek”~~~~~

来“啦”~~~

很多长尾巴的

香港人就快多了

而且马来西亚人很懒惰

从家里走到店外面也要坐车

车的冷气都还没有冷就要下车了

香港人就没有那样

什么都是靠腿的

哈哈

真是很大的差别阿

一路上

yoyo为我们介绍一些地方

然后告诉我们明天的行程

还跟我们38聊天了很多东西

教我们很多香港的语言

他们的milo叫噢华田（广东话）

飞机场是形容女人的胸

他们的air port是叫斜立郭（广东话）

到了酒店

我们住的是regal 4星级酒店

在沙田

（酒店大堂）

我的房间是9045

门是touch n go那样的

scan就可以了

很方便哦

里面两个床

两个椅子

一个电视

还有储和书桌

还有镜子

厕所蛮干净的

马桶里的水是蓝色的

第一次看很恐怖

但是之后觉得很卫生

他们的洗手盆的水是可以饮用的

但是我们都不敢喝

哈哈

我和阿姨一个房间

弟弟和表弟在隔壁房间

两个房间是打通的

我们放了行李就出去外面吃东西

叫强记

那时候大概10点多了

对香港人来说是宵夜

所以他们有宵夜特餐

一碗38港币

粥的话12港币

说真的

除了粥之外

其他的都不好吃

但是很大碟就是真的

一个人不可能吃的完

但又不能share

如果一个人只叫1杯水

他们就会说

“只饮双计”（广东话）有听过么？

电视机里常说的

他们的茶很特别

我们通常只是给一壶茶

然后叫他们帮我们加茶

他们是直接给我们一壶茶

和一壶热水

喝完了自己加热水进去

吃完后我们就回房

我当然没有那么早睡觉咯

去弟弟的房间玩poker

大概11点多就睡觉了

睡觉前阿姨在看电视机

我吩咐她说要关电视

然后想着我的宝贝老公

好多好多以前的回忆

慢慢的也不知道想到哪里就睡着了

直到4点多

不知道为什么睡不着了

起身看到电视机开着

播放以前的黑白电影

好恐怖

都吩咐阿姨关电视了

怎么没有关呢？

心里很害怕

以前看过报纸写明星的故事分享

有一个明星曾经在酒店里开着电视睡觉

结果醒来的时候

发现电视播放的channel

不是自己睡前开的channel

突然发现

电视机里的角色对着她说话

还准备爬出来

还好她立刻关电视

不然后过不堪设想

我越想越怕

看着电视里的人

注意他们有没有在跟我说话

我以为怕的人是不敢看的

但是我越怕就越想看着他们

然后我跑到弟弟的房间

他们睡到好像猪那样

我到床上

不断的逼自己睡觉

一直感觉到有压迫感

好恐怖

真的睡不着

结果出必杀计了

想老公！！

真的有效的哦

从讨厌他

到喜欢他

一直想

就真的睡着了

一天就那样过了

感谢老公~~~

double eyes lip

monday is the most big changes in my life

why i say so?

because i go to make surgery

i go make double eyes lip

actually at first i also not really want

but then all people also say my eyes look no semangat

so they advise me go make the eyes bigger

maybe i can more semangat

my mum say so

so i also make decision to change

i go there around 11

but 12 only is my turn

coz got many ppl

got one girls

quite pretty la

wearing a sunglass

becoz she also make already

she give us see the eye

pretty ler

3 month ady

so i also got abit confident le

when my turn

i go to the operation room

scary ler

so quite

the doctor is come from china somemore

they say china ppl make not good d ler

i super scare ady

then i sleep on the bed

she put some liquid on my eye

suddenly i feel abit palsy

then she ask me a weird question

"what kind of double eyes lip you want? natural or what?"

i was questioning myself

ofcoz natural la!! if not want ugly d mer!!

So i tell her

"ya i want natural"

then she call me see her eyes

"this one can?"

i looking at her eyes

herm

got different mer

then i say ok d

she start do

she want to inject the narcotic in my eyes lip

walau

i so scare

because i scare injection!!

in my expectation

really super duple triple pain!!!!

OMG!!

two side somemore!!

then my eyes start no feeling le

she needle my eyes lip

i cant feel anythings

just know she is touching me

and heard the sound of cutting

at that time

i talk to myself

last time i saw many news

say got ppl go surgery

then die

so i think

if i really like that die

then is fade

so i hope no one will cry for me

haha

the operation very fast

like 20 munites only

then i wake up

i feel my eyes so heavy

cant open

i go look at the mirror

OMG!!

my eyes so swollen

like the fly again

my eyes big until cant open

just like i eat the medicine

then sensitive

then become fly's eyes

but the doctor say will slowly recover within 10 days

so i also say ok lo

now holiday ma

but she say 3 month also become natural

walau!!!

i open class ady ler

then my skulmate sure laught me lo

OMG

die!!

after that

i every night also cant really sleep

because after the norcotic lost

the eyes start super pain

like got fire in the eyes

but i got medicine sensitive

cannot eat somemore

so i cant sleep well

haiz

the punishment for beauty

not sure is that beauty somemore

haiz

die lo

怀念

不知道为什么

突然好想念以前的生活

最近因为写小说

好多好多以前的回忆都脑中旋转

感觉

很感触

原来我长大了

很怀念以前穿校服的蠢样

很怀念以前被同学欺负的样子

很怀念ponteng的日子

很怀念看见guru disiplin就pin头发的感觉

很怀念那个block b三楼的厕所

写作

在那天空的彼端
看了这本小说
突然发现
原来我失去了以前的我那么久
然而
我却浑然没有发现

以前的自己
对写作的那份执着
那份热情
被我慢慢的吞咽
最后消失的无影无踪
好像自己不曾那样的疯狂过
好像那是别人的生活
我。。
到底怎么了

是不是被幸福冲昏了头？
猛然一惊
才发现自己
谈恋爱后
很多对事物的热情
都已离开了我的人生
脑海里
除了爱
就只有读书

还记得
小时候就很爱看故事书
尤其是在厕所的时候
一看
就是几个小时
当然不是在厕所拉！！

之后因为“没有爱情的日子里”
我爱上了小说
疯狂的写作
为了大成
我写了很多诗
很多小说
这不代表我幸福
因为幸福的人
写不出感人的味道

想起被我抛弃在垃圾桶的草稿
突然好想念那个看起来很旧却很有型的纸张
一格一格的，看起来就很有小说的感觉
现在却已经被新技术取代了
以前一张又一张被撕走的纸
换成了滴滴答答的键盘声
好不习惯

好像找回以前的我
那个在写作会变得忧郁的我
那个在写作会变得认真的我
那个会一边写故事一边哭泣的我
那个看小说就不肯睡觉的我

可以的话
想为阳也写一篇
为我的姐妹写一篇
为我的人生。。
写一篇。。

house customer

today alice stay my house

haha

so excited

but scare too

coz sure many things to chat

den will sleep late==

so far

very less people stay my house before

mei kei and hui xian

and.........

jia yue==

haiz

why ler

if she doesnt do anythings

i believe we are best frenz

but den

haiz

suan le ba

everythings has already happened

we cant change any things

just look future ba

and

sleep early today==

狐狸精

大家对狐狸精有什么看法呢？
最近我常常听到别人遇到狐狸精
自己也有一点感触

其实我觉得
狐狸精也是要看情况
有些是可以原谅的
因为有些人
可能不知道
自己是第三者

我最近知道一对情侣
他们很恩爱
我很喜欢他们
但是却没有想到！！！
其中一方已经有家庭的了
另一方不知道

我知道
第三者的那个是不对的
但是他不知道啊
那么我们怎么能判他死刑呢

我曾经想过
他们才是天生一对
那一刻我简直觉得自己是恶魔
那就是要拆散人家家庭吗？！！
我怎么可以那么自私
只因为喜欢他们这一对
就要逼正式的那个离开？
他很无辜的！！

扯开无辜的不说
特地的那些
我真的很XXXXX他们！！
现在是怎样
天下那么多人
干吗就是要那些名草有主的？！！
喜欢就算了
还要特地去抢
还要明目张胆在情人面前靠近对方

walau!!!
你们是犯贱成这样啊！！
难道你们糟糕到要倒追别人么？
是真的真材实料的
需要跟别人抢么？
还是抢得才觉得刺激一点
抢到才觉得光荣阿

无聊！！
无耻！！

stress!!

finally!!
i finish one of the presentation of econ
dunno why
i hate econ much
i cannot understand it

and hor
the question is so difficult
teacher so unresponsibility
he give us the question that is not in our syllybus
how can we gonna present it
we dun even noe how to do

but fortunate
we finish it
and quite succesful
now?
wait to die
question 2 more worst
bless me ba..

sot ppl!!

i want!!!

i want!!!

i want want want!!!

i want to scold him seriously!!!

recently my brother dunno eat wrong what medicine

ask him or tell him somethings

den scold ppl

even he ask me somethings

i slow abit answer him

he scold me like hell

excuse me!!!

u come and want me help u

this is the way u plz ppl?

what problem is him?

even my family also have the same feeling

dunno what wrong

he no mood so we all have to corporate?

sorry!!!

u wrong

im bigger than u

u should do what u have to

respect me plz!!!

my birthday

10.10.10
for many ppl
this date is very special
for me
is more special

actually
at first i feel like ntg
coz birthday also same like others day
it not means birthday u can escape from punishment when u kill someone
it not means u can do whatever u like
but it comes to very special
when the things suddenly happen

friday
my new frenz
secretly make a birthday party for me
shock man
call me come early
then all already wait me at the class
altought i very early already guess it
but still very happy

my mum
more shock
suddenly bought me a RM80 handbag
how can??!!
this is the birthday present in my life
the most expensive one
my mum eat wrong medicine?

saturday
have a drink with nie jet
more shock
he give me a RM70 MP4
is that everyone going insane jor?
or is that means economist doing well
so all malaysian become very rich jor?

saturday nite
eat with mei kei and heaw group
walau
another suprise
i noe they sure will celebrate with me
but i dunno!!!
they bring me go the small genting
eat chicken chop
treat me eat somemore
then we go to wai man's house to sing k
i most like this part
haha

sunday
haha
waiting for a years ady
finally
celebrate with my bf
herm
about his present
maybe many thinks should be very expensive
but very sorry
is a homemade envelop

for everyone
it maybe seen like bored
maybe feel cheap
but for me
i very love it
even happy until cry
because
i tell him for long time
i hope to have a "gao bai shu" since small
coz i feel that is the official one
i dun like sms
dun like facebook
i like in letter
then he really use his sleep time
to create a envelop
with very very beautiful decoration

then,
he wrote many words
touching words
it makes me cry

a boy can treat u like that
u should already appreciate
money doesnt not represent any things
boy buy u a present
not means he sure very like u
it very easy to them
just only need to show money
but if a boy
use the only sleeping time
sleep for only three hours
to made the envelop
as a present for u
wrote for many words
just to tell u
his past
his feeling
then,
the boy sure is love u...

this few day is very special for me
i wont forget it
forever
haha
and thx to all who wish me
especially ling wei and ai yeen
and also some stupid guy wait until midnite 12 o'clock to wish me
like hui ting
haha

new frenz

finally got time to update my blog...

recently i have group with few frenz quite close one

not as close as mei kei u all

but den in skul is the closer one

they call rayelene, joanne, alise, yap, hon mun, natalie and naz

Rayelene

she is just somehow like mei kei

laught like hell

very "fei" one

also insane and talkative

while joanne

very manner one

everythings must be slow and steady

easy to cry

but take care all the frenz

alise

china gal

like mayday a lot

always understand what i say

maybe because we chat in chinese

haha

yap

clever gal

born early

7 month

is future politician

coz she super like politic

like study also

natalie

grammar queen

everythings must correct us

english is the best within us

like korean guys

hon mun

born early also

7 month again

that is why clever

laught in cute way

the only boy in our group

got somethings with yap

naz

the only malay in our group

skinny

and got bf also

call joe

always skip class

like video editing

拜托~~人生大事

各位小姐先生

帮帮忙

小女下个月要去男朋友的宴会

可是哦

我剪了一头短发

不适合穿礼服

想问问各位的意见

我短发穿这个好看么？

有丝巾比较好看还是没有比较好看？

拜托了

我给他们的印象全靠你们了

谢谢各位

感恩

my feeling today

finally finish exam

but nearly die in assignment tsunami

so many things to do

headache headache

but fortunate

today see doctor

so nice the medicine are

1st time feel so relax

like flying

tonite sure sleep well

hope got nice dream

not like others

so scary

i dream i doesnt got any frenz

they all dun like me

frenz is also part of my life

i didnt show

not means i dun need

actually i very care my frenz

the following month

i just hope i can improve more

so that i can handle all the things

and wont be stress again

sometime feel like im should appreciate

coz i got family

i got bf

i got frenz

i study well

what i want to demand more?

is enough for me

thx everyone

thx the gift of nature

笑着哭

第一次了解到笑着哭的感觉

原来好痛好痛

那种不想让你知道的哭

勉强挤出的傻笑

以为可以消除自己的不安

但是原来

只会增加心脏的负荷

这是第一次

不想让你知道我在哭

原来很难受

因为真的不想让你知道

其实我很在乎

很不甘心

为什么她们可以什么都不做

就可以得到你的心

而我

却要付出自己的爱

才能得到你的爱

好不公平

为什么？

难道得不到真的才叫美么？

那么是不是说

我应该要离开你

你才会比较记得我

我希望你永远都看不到这个部落格

因为我不想让你知道

原来

我是那么爱吃醋的人

我是不是很傻呢？

哈哈

爱情是盲目的

终于明白这个道理了

dizzy

the busy week is past

i tot i can relax more

but it's just a dream

another busy day coming soon

i suddenly get essay, IT assignment, MMH presentation, economy assignment

finally i use one day finish essay

but then is very worse

my writing was suck!!

and i noe i will get low mark for it

IT assignment

i was so happy i can finish it

it was the only assignment that i very proud of it

coz i feel what i do is very nice^^

for the mmh

walau

today i sit for whole day

just for this

so difficult

have to find all history of the media

thousand of it

my eyes also pain ady

economy

more cham

individual

the question i also cant understand

how can i do it?

plus..

the teacher want use pass up when holiday?

that means want us pass up be holiday jek

so track ppl

just one week

how to do wor..

die lo...

suddenly

my interview of aiesec success jor

more meeting coming soon

suddenly

chinese society prepare to have a mooncake festival

i have to be the commitee jor

die lo

i have to cut my self into few piece

if not

how can i done all of this?!!

busy ar busy

tired tired tired!!!

damn tired weih

because i study,presentation,join new club, and orchestra performance

1st time feel my 24 hours is so so so full of appointment

quite satisfy

i hope other day also like that

because i dun hope my life and my time so waste

say about the new club

is cal AIESEC

got 60 years history already

is a nice club

because not everyone can join

u must interview

they feel suitable

den only can join

after u join

u will start busy

got many project to do

with others big company

to gain leader ship

apportunity of working experience

teamwork learning

and many many value things also can learn from this club

no matter how hard to join this club

i will try my best

to join this club

and start my 1st project

gain as many as i can

to be a superwoman!!

bad customer

this few day make me very hate customer la
they all very ma fan one

so many needed

like curry chicken

dun want shi ham

tou fu more

dun want mee want bihun

sup want super hot

sambal more

ai yo

so many

u make urself la!!

and hor

some ler

very funny one

like all ppl also noe what they want

our system is

give u a paper

u wrote the number of the food u want

they hor

always write want coffee

but dun want write want cold or hot

like all ppl must noe they want what

miss and sir

u didnt wrote

how we noe

always want us come and ask u

very funny ar?

some more cham

come for few time jor

still dun xing mu

still dun write what they want

walau

dunno how to order den dun want eat la!!

waste ppl time

and hor

i want complain the customer who always say no time

no patient den dun want come to eat la!!

u tot we are god a?

just order den come in front u ar?

u tot here is KFC or MD?

always say no time no time

always complain we late

dun u see our restaurant full??

so many ppl

u just come den we do ur 1st a?

u are boss or what?

u tot u pay 100 more den we must serve u fast ar?

i saw one customer

more sui!!

keep complaining

say what must faster

son got tuition

fast!!

keep say fast

keep call us

den!!!!!

food all come jor

they sit there for one hour

play and chit chat

f la!!

son tuition still can sit there for one hour

pei!!!

no patient den dun come here eat

go mamak

they can serve u fast!!

dun come here and spoilt my mood

plz

be a nice customer

customer no means u are the biggest

others ppl same rich v u

dun act like u are the most important one

we are waitress

but we also ppl like u

dun keep argue

u are not the king

u are juz a ppl pay for us only

we can call u go out and wait for others customer to pay for us

we dun need u!!

1st time experience

muahahaha

what a nice day

today wake up so early

feel super tired

but all is very worth

becoz i do all of this

just hope to become one day cinderella

at 1st

i very excited

super excited

thinking what pose should be give

den go to ai yeen house to wait

she told me they will teach actually

haha

pai seh ner

den thx to ai yeen's dad pick us up

we reach tasik selatan

take lrt to masjid jamek change line to university

that bus guy

like very big like that wor

long time also dun want open de bus

u tot u are driving BMW ar?

den reach UM

problem coming

walau

UM soooooo big

one course one block

need anot o

so many ppl mer?

the point is

we cant find the event

and the point is

not really the whole skul ppl noe got this event

walau

find until we both also wet jor

fortunate at the end we also reach on time

so we luckily become the 1st

muahaha

at 1st we suppose to think what eyes shadow

start i want earth color

but after i saw the leng lui pic

herm

youth better la

i still young ma

try try

den i go up the place

they ask me oily anot

den help me to moisturize the face

feel very fresh

my face like become very white jor

feel like only

after that she bring me to a leng lui

that leng lui quite leng lui one

haha

very white

den she help me make up

she ask me what color

i said i want purple

but den i saw her take out white one

i feel weird

but didnt think too much of it

just try to enjoy become beauty

when the white color being on my face

it turn purple

wah

so amazing

that make up gal also very excited

keep tel me it very amazing

herm

look like she happy than me

after that

i go to set hair

at 1st i want straighten

but den that guy didnt ask me anythings

den start set jor

nvm ba

he pro den me

after that

the hair really very nice!!

curly d

chuan ling wei

haha

den go photo taker there

very embaras

coz i dunno what to do

den he say will teach me how to pose

he keep tel me dun higher d head

just natural

haha

i feel very gan jiong ler

den that guy keep changing my pose

six pose finish

i go take my photo

and write three word

i write shine,sweet and also natural

choose pic

problem again

i dunno which one nice ler!

herm

den i ask the photo taker help me chose

haha

he also very pro

help me chose the most beauty one

althought also is play play only

but also hope can become contestant la

so me and ai yeen join contest

hope can become one of the 25 winner la

after that

when i go back

i help my cousin to fill in the oil

i go pay at the counter

suddenly a car come in front me

block my way

i look at them

saw few guys in the car

they all want to say hi to me

and keep smiling

i so happy nar

haha

that means i really different jor

muahahaha

after going back

i keep take pic

finally post on facebook

haha

so zilian

after that my frenz tel me my result have come out

i go check my result

human com B+

english B+

malaysian sudy B+

mass com A-

total average grade point is 3.42

full point is 4

that means my result is quite good

what a good news!!!

beside than that

i finish the pilo for my husband jor

and give him also

he look soo happy

me too

coz is the 1st time i make pilo

make jor 6 month ler

so difficult

finally success

today really super happy lo

haha

hope everyday keep on like that

den my life would be very colourful

yeah!!

motor crash

yesterday midnite

when i prepare to sleep

i suddenly feel abit weird

coz my brother's room got some sound

is my dad and mum

i feel weird

becoz my parents always sleep early

but now is midnite

i went to brother's room

shock!!!

my brother's body full v blood!!

brother call me dun see

den i dun see

juz saw them went out for hospital

wait at house

i find brother's cloth

i found that many blood

and almost has already laceration

i go down

i look outside

motor is not there

that means motor spoilt ady

go back to the room

want to sleep while waiting

suddenly

my younger brother shake

he 抽筋==

den i wake up help him massage

fortunate last time i always help grandma

so i noe how to massage

after that he sleep well

only i went to sleep again

nearly 3 o'clock

i wake up i heard my brother's room got sound

my brother watching movie==

still can watch movie==

fortunate he not very serious

is like a mummy only

this morning ask

only noe that guy drive super fast

and crash my brother

den!!!

he ran away

what the!!!!!!!

we guess

that person sure is drunk

if not wont crash brother actually!!

and he scare

so only ran away

becoz drive when drunk will be prison

walau

that person没人性!!

乌龟王八蛋

dun let me saw u

if not u wont noe how u die!!

fortunate those stranger nice

help my brother and fetch him back to home

den only my brother can came back

again

dun let me saw that guy!!

if not

he will die soon!!!

working

this two day also working

sooooo tired ler

i working at taman C

near ling wei's skul

i also yesterday only noe

coz i pass by her skul

the customer soooo many

i cant even stop and breath well

i didnt eat didnt go toilet

i feel like i very geng lo

haha

my leg nearly break le

coz cannot sit one

if not for money

i really wont do it T.T

summore have to see customer face

but almost customer also very nice la

maybe pity me so tired and busy

haha

some even say me good job

so happy ner

hope tomolo will more good ba

gambateh

sleepless

I like to being a gal

but i hate menstruation!!

specially it's pain!!

why other gals not

but why i have it??

every month

it comes late

and i always worry about it

becoz it means ur metabolism not good

but when its comes

i worry again

coz i noe

i sure cant sleep well

yesterday

i suffer again

4.30am!!!

when i sleeping

suddenly pain

wake up to toilet

sooo tired

vomit summore

omg

sleepless for whole nite

pain and tired

how can i stand it for every month

for 40 more years!!

i going to die T.T

who can help me

help~~~

nice day^^

today when i wake up

i suddenly got an idea

actually also just want to try

but dunno why

i really success

when i success

i also very shock and excited

it actually is a bad attitude

but i feel very shuang after i do it

izit means i become a bad person jor?

haha

but i really very shuang lo

after that i doing nothing

waiting yang's call

finally he call me

so happy nar~~

how long didnt feel like this le?

mum say i have to pick up bro

so happy

as they believe i can drive my self ady

so i go pick up brother

fortunate didnt happen any things

bro argue for badminton

so i call nie jet

together with my cousin

4 of us go play badminton

wow

so long didnt touch d racket

so high

feel happy nar

suddenly

omg!!!

raining!!!

i didnt keep the cloth!!

be honest

i call my mum

she scold me

and when i go back

all cloth has been wet

no dry part

how sad

next time have to be clever

keep cloth be4 go out

coz u dunno when will raining

the sky very like to foolish ppl one==

and make ppl get scold

so next time be smart ya

i go to sleep 1st

so tired after playing badminton

bye^^

car crash

today meet with old frenz

it was owesome

we all very happy

1st i drive to ling wei house

and stay at ling wei house for few minutes

ling wei so nice as she make a honey milk for me

really very nice taste

but she seem like unbelieveable

den i pick up her to leisure

find a place for parking

den go to watch movie "esclipse"

dunno izit spell like this

whatever

the whole hall

is just me and ling wei

and a few couple

not more than 10 person i guess

the 1st time we saw

haha

me and ling wei keep talking inside

den we meet hui ting

that guy a==

didnt put money for d car park

scare saman

den go back to take de car again

we sit her car and park into the leisure

not bad ya

at least better than me==

we wait for mei kei

den we eat beside 1901

so many things to chat

and we so enjoy and excited

as we really so long didnt saw hui ting

she is look good

at least happy than me and ling wei

exp for the assignment things

make her crazy

haha

after that

we laught==

because of the funny of hui ting==

how can she forget where she park==

omg

she sure cannot parking alone next time

car being stole also dunno

after that

we accompany mei kei watch movie again

chinese movie

quite funny

but i see no mood after half of the movie

coz yang call me

and tel me his father faint

it makes me worry

coz i know yang sure more work to do

and worry about his dad ofcoz

after finish

i having car crash

the 1st time experience==

how sad

fortunate i didnt score by my mum

becoz that is not her car==

den i send them go back

and i go back safety

fortunate

have to say

thx god!!

end semester

yes yes yes!!!

im free!!

today was the last day for exam!!

and now!!

im holiday!!!!

muahaha...

everyday at college also feel like having war

have to prepare to facing new and new enermy(assignment)

and den is exam

55555~~~

so kesian

finally now end semester

haha... let's party!!

but also got abit worry

my exam like not very well

if i fail it?

omg

cant imagine

plz dunT.T

everyone good luck for the college life o..

i holiday 1st la

you all man man la

haha

i enjoy my life 1st

yeah!!

get away from me evil girl!!

oh my god

if i didnt ask

i also dunno you are this kind of person

it really make me very shock

you are still a little girls

how can you already be so evil!!

i cant imagine how was your life after you become an adult!!

i know you love him

but you know this kind of act

are so evil!!

how can you find him everyday!!

dun you know he got gf?

how can you use your "bo" to near him!!

you tot your bo bigger than me den u can fight v me?

how can you do many things to let others tot both of u are couple

dun you feel you very funny?

you doing the stupid things also wont make him love u d

can u wake up and think about your funny action?

if i didnt ask

maybe until i die i also dunno you very early ady want to steal him from me

you are so evil!!!!

心计重！！！

act good in front of ppl

act evil behind us

if i not there

den u keep near him

walau

this kind of action you also can do

i cant believe it

this is de 1st time i saw the person so evil like u

i tell u

i wont let u got chance again!!

i will find many way

to let u get away from his life

no matter what way

i also wont give u stay again!!

go away from me

u this evil girl

sister

yesterday i keep dream my old frenz

so miss you all T.T

i forget what i dream about

but i can sure they all in my dream

ai yeen, christine,ling wei and so on

they all are very nice
at least i love them more than college frenz==

everytime we go toilet together

ponteng together

didnt pass up homework together

haha

all very funny one

i most like the chit chat time

ghost story

detective story

love story

mistery story

what kind of story also got

and everytime also can chat until non stop

especially fui san

many ghost story also come from her==

ling wei very big action one

laught also louder than us

ai yeen last time less talk

now also become talk active jor

li yin very quite

but slowly become leng lui jor

hui ting is our singer

only for wan qian de song==

mei kei dun say her jor

most crazy in the class

yi xuen most beautiful de

super like shopping

jing yi very romantic

obssesive in love

christine less in class

coz she is the only pengawas in class

miss you all T.T

miss the time we spent together

love u all

we are the best frenz muackssss

2st exam

wow

yesterday study hard ya

ignore all the bad things appear

finally finish it

today exam so gan jiong

you cant imagine the exam hall is so stress

cold, frighten and big

my seat number is 112

the subject code is 112

haha

so ngam me

so i should be good result

exam start

look at the MCQ question

happy^^

coz almost i sure is correct

look at structure

i shake my head

after look at essay

oh my god

want to cry

trying to put all the world inside

one hour after the exam start

i finish all ady

not because i very geng==

is because ntg to write ady==

well

nvm

my assignment and midterm will help me backup

hope i can pass this subject ba

ok

prepare for next exam lo

study hard

hey sio hey sio

gambateh!!

pissed off

okay

today

i would like to annouce that

congraz to you!!

you have become the 1st person

that make me really pissed off

and angry on you!!

are you thinking very funny?

if you know i'm not the person

why dont you ask me

want to folly me?

if i didnt ask him

i also dunno you already know from the beginning

and you keep secret

so you very enjoy to see me very funny rite?

i hate you

because you appear in my life!

i hate you

because you are my opposition

i hate you

because you love him

i hate you

because you are over acting!!

i wont be nice to you again!!

we can chat

but dun hope i will like you anymore

i will tell you

i wont!!!

i tot we can manage the relationship between us

but thx for your acting

i give up

if nothing important

i wont chat with you

if doesnt got any important

i hope you dont find him again!!

you can no need be nice to me again

i wont change my attidude

i same with his sis

can be very nice

but also can be very rude!!

and i want to copy his sis statement

"if you dont like

i just say sorry

and i wont care

because this is my attitude

no matter you like it anot"

you are really pissed me off!!

bad day

soooooo tired

monday exam again

well

my classmate thinking that

there was still three day to exam

but for me...

there is still three day

holiday is coming!!!

muahahaha

holiday in my mind

then only i got effort to study

keep telling my self

study three more day

then i can free

but then==

my mood is ruin!!

by the sound and someone's message!!

beside my house

there is an empty house for six years

herm

i should say

there is never been anyone live in that house

but recently

one family has bought this house

and then

they make a biggest changes to that house

very very big change!!

everyday we stay in house with terrible sound!!!

machine sound!!!

so annoying until i cant even study!!

hu~~~~

calm down

settle it

i stop my study

go and practice piano song

herm

name as river flow in you

a nice and calm song

you can try to search it

i feel very calm when i learning this song with my piano

my mood slowly recover

and then i trying to open website

to entertainment

but then

my mood gone again

why?

because of someone message

everyday i will check my husband and my email

and then

i found her send a message to him

herm

who is she?

she is my "sister"

actually is his foster sister

means not real sister

just skul frenz

what is our relation ship?

my opposition==

means

we are loving same ppl

means?

she love my husband also

i was wonder

why i always so care her?

because she threaten me?

but not really

me and my husband relation very good

den why?

i also dunno

today i saw her message

ask about his things

and tel him about his brother's staff

i feel like

very unhappy!!

because feel like she is one of them

i noe you are his sis

but dont you feel you are too concern about his things?

dont you feel you act like his lao po?

dun you feel you are too over?

dont you feel you are trying to replace me?

i got so many brother

i also wont ask so many their family things

i love one of my brothers before

i also wont ask so concern about his family

because i know im not his lao po

i wont act too over

but you never ask yourself to control it

i was so pissed off!!

just because you appear in my life!!

i know you love him

i know you are his sis

but please

control youself

and understand who is his real lao po

i know i selfish

but please be understand

this world is no such things to give beloved to others

hope you can understand

you are nice gal

dun make me hate you

im trying to nice to you

so pleace

dont act more again

i cant control myself more

please!!!

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new blogspot account
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well
i wont so stupid
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change a little bit
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