bad day

soooooo tired

monday exam again

well

my classmate thinking that

there was still three day to exam

but for me...

there is still three day

holiday is coming!!!

muahahaha

holiday in my mind

then only i got effort to study

keep telling my self

study three more day

then i can free

but then==

my mood is ruin!!

by the sound and someone's message!!

beside my house

there is an empty house for six years

herm

i should say

there is never been anyone live in that house

but recently

one family has bought this house

and then

they make a biggest changes to that house

very very big change!!

everyday we stay in house with terrible sound!!!

machine sound!!!

so annoying until i cant even study!!

hu~~~~

calm down

settle it

i stop my study

go and practice piano song

herm

name as river flow in you

a nice and calm song

you can try to search it

i feel very calm when i learning this song with my piano

my mood slowly recover

and then i trying to open website

to entertainment

but then

my mood gone again

why?

because of someone message

everyday i will check my husband and my email

and then

i found her send a message to him

herm

who is she?

she is my "sister"

actually is his foster sister

means not real sister

just skul frenz

what is our relation ship?

my opposition==

means

we are loving same ppl

means?

she love my husband also

i was wonder

why i always so care her?

because she threaten me?

but not really

me and my husband relation very good

den why?

i also dunno

today i saw her message

ask about his things

and tel him about his brother's staff

i feel like

very unhappy!!

because feel like she is one of them

i noe you are his sis

but dont you feel you are too concern about his things?

dont you feel you act like his lao po?

dun you feel you are too over?

dont you feel you are trying to replace me?

i got so many brother

i also wont ask so many their family things

i love one of my brothers before

i also wont ask so concern about his family

because i know im not his lao po

i wont act too over

but you never ask yourself to control it

i was so pissed off!!

just because you appear in my life!!

i know you love him

i know you are his sis

but please

control youself

and understand who is his real lao po

i know i selfish

but please be understand

this world is no such things to give beloved to others

hope you can understand

you are nice gal

dun make me hate you

im trying to nice to you

so pleace

dont act more again

i cant control myself more

please!!!